After all of this fabulous support I have been receiving I have been on the band wagon and logging all my foods on this groovy site called My Fitness Pal. I love the feature that says...if your days look like this you will be this weight in 5 weeks or something like that. Love that!!
But alas, I have the dizzies again. I have this crappy inner ear disease that loves to rear it's ugly head when I decide to "make a change" I am not kidding. It happens EVERY time. If there were some way I could fool it and not let it know. So off I went to the ER because they want to rule out stroke, heart attack etc...none of which I had. And some weird infection called mastoiditis. Something in the inner ear. I have a shunt in there and maybe it can get clogged up or something. I dunno. Anyway, so I spend the WHOLE morning and afternoon in there. They give me an anti-biotic and some sort of anti-inflammatory via my buttocks and valium. Which I have taken...and it does seem to be helping some.
OK. I am wayyyy off here but what I did after the hospital was have my mom go to Panera and get me some of that good mac and cheese. I'm feeling kind of guilty but I did log it and I still have calories to spare. It's just that mac and cheese is one of my comfort foods and when I got sick I turned to the easy peasy decision. AGAIN. Will I ever learn? So folks...I'm swearing off mac and cheese for a while. You read it...I'm sticking to it!!! I am going to treat this blog like a confessional of sorts. Imagine us sitting in a box and I am telling you the food sins I have committed.
Thank you dear friends for listening. And if any of y'all do like to pray, I would ask for one to heal my inner ear again..without the need of more surgery...I will see my ear specialist tomorrow. Until then..friends...I am off to sleep.