But at the same time I really took an inventory of why I am where I am and maybe my feelings of disappointment are with the choices I have made. Ones that have kept me from the sweet success I wanted to feel. And I don't like what I see when I really get real with it all. I feel the need to get honest with y'all who have been so nice with your comments that I feel guilty that y'all feel bad for me. I really don't deserve all your kindness but I APPRECIATE IT SOOOO MUCH! That it's time to GET REAL with myself and lay out my dirty dishes so the company can see them.
(No one likes Dirty Dishes in their sink with company comes. giggle)
DEB'S DIRTY DISHES EXPOSED
1. Calories (I guess I thought I would not have to worry about em anymore because I was going to be eating so much less.) BIG OL' LIE. Super yummy homemade mac and cheese...slides right on down with the 1 stick of butter I add to it. Which makes it a DELISH DISH. And FULL of calories. Even if it is just one cup.
2. Exercise (Vacuuming my pool does not count even if it does take an hour.)
3. I replaced Sprite with Sweet Tea and Sonic Strawberry Lemonades (all empty calories but they don't get stuck and give me feel good vibes..at least that is what I have been telling myself) HUGE LIE. Gasp! Could it be I am addicted to SUGAR? No way Jose! Get off the bus Gus!
OK those are the biggies fellow BOOBS. So no more feeling sorry for the fat girl. Let's get busy and rock this weight off the right way. This band is a TOOL. I have been using it like a screwdriver when I really need a hammer. (Screwing myself with bad choices instead of hammering the bad habits out)
Thanks to all of you for lifting me up and making me get HONEST about this crap. I can only be disappointed in the choices I have been making. And it can work right. If I treat it right. She (the band) has helped me lose 30+ pounds when I treat her right. I hope y'all know how much you have encouraged me in just one night. To get real. I owe each one of y'all a huge ol' hug and I will see y'all in Chi-Town.
Lots of love to all,